feelings that i got from watching [pride 冰上旱将] cos felt like i suddenly dont know what i want in life. like dont know what i pursuing. nothing for me to put my effort into. nothing for me to put my heart into, to strive and achieve. and hence just trying to put the thoughts into words. well maybe not a full song. but *shrugs* inspirations come must jot it down. you dont know when you need it.