the chorus is a sudden thought on the bus, then just wrote it down. then when it came to night, when hit by a weird feeling of sadness, just started to write and develop and thus finished the song. kinda like it. some part makes no sense. but is the feeling wanna portray, of the girl really dont know what to do, the feeling of lost. and the thought that she's wrong kept eating into her. kept reading it over and over again after i finished, find it very sad. sigh.