Friday, March 23, 2007

this song i wrote for him. i mean. erm. he was in mind when i was writing this. was just sitting on the bus, on the journey home. as i have my laptop with me, i just started writing. before i reached my destination i finished my song. i guess i'm quite firm on my stand and what i wanna do. i really just wanna be there for him. not asking for anything more. he may not know what issit that i maybe feeling. maybe not now, not ever. cos i think i would never choose to say. cos i really really really really cherish this friendship more than anything else.

<<察觉不到的存在>>

verse:
坐在你车里的后座
不禁感受到你莫名其妙的难过
明白你还想着她
曾坐在你左边
为你加油打气的她

走在你身影的后方
不禁感受到你莫名其妙的悲伤
明白你还想着她
曾走在你左边
为你挡风遮雨的她

prechorus:
不期待能代替你心里的她
只要傻傻守护着
我用我自己的方法

chorus:
我从最远
也是最近的地方陪着你
好让你不察觉我的存在
但在你最需要安慰的时候
我一定第一时间赶来
驱走你心中的那份无奈

bridge:
在黎明之前 我会消失不见
但在最深的夜里 我一定会出现

白：
我会是 一个你察觉不到的存在

12:29 AM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

[3.49am]
My own version of 晴天雨. Cos internet down the whole night but couldn’t get to sleep yet tired at the same time. Couldn’t read anything. So decide to write something. And just happened listening to Tank’s songs. This album a lot of rainy stuff. So since the whole night it rained non stop, and couldn’t stop thinking about it, I decided to write my own version of 晴天雨. Not very much alike Tank’s version, but this song (without tune) wrote what I’m feeling at this present moment. although the fact that I still love rainy days still stands, I’m trying to appreciate sunny days as well. Chorus part seems a bit detached from the rest of the parts. But well, I just thought of writing it down and in hoping it will still fit in! I’m not being emo larh. Okay larh. Just thought of the song and write lor. 晴天雨very easy fall sick de leh. But people still like it so much. Cos 晴天雨过后一定会有彩虹。

<<晴天雨>>

*Verse1:
每次都会很喜欢雨天
但在学会等雨后的晴天
因为雨中的愿望也未必会实现
何必苦苦等待它会让难过收敛

*Chorus:
我不需要知道
你到底能付出多少
我或许能猜到
在这一刻
你如果知道后
一定会掉头走掉

你不需要知道
我能否能接受得了
你或许能猜到
在那一刻
我如果说了后
也应该学会放掉

*Verse2:
下次还会很喜欢雨天
已经学会等雨后的晴天
因为天晴过后彩虹一定会出现
所以痴痴相信它会让难过收敛

*Bridge:
在这之前我还是会对着流星许愿
只要你快乐
我不再管它是晴天还是雨天

*Chorus

白：但我还是很喜欢雨天

4:34 PM

got this from a friend. find it not bad.

希望可以忘了你是我最爱的人
能像你一样推开大门就去爱别人
多希望有天偶然再遇见
我们都各自拥抱
下一个永远

12:53 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

this song. i just wrote. without thinking. whatever that came to mind i just write. didnt even try to think of story. didnt even try to find out where should come what word. the idea flowed naturally which explains the quality which wasnt very good. but still, i finished this song in 5 minutes.

<<你>>
每一次见到你
我忍不住那混乱的心情
不想见到你是因为不想过后思念你
很像见到你是因为不想当日错过你
但我从来没有正眼看过你


Chorus:
谢谢你会让我感到快乐
一封简讯会让我不知该如何是好
只间的默契 我感激不尽
是它拉近我们之间的距离
让我知道还有那种甜蜜

谢谢你会让我感到安心
偶尔的慰问会让我心情变得更好
开始的不解 随风而不见
是它让我慢慢开始了解你
让我知道我有多在意你


Bridge:
但这些只能写在日记里
因为我比较珍惜这份友谊

11:56 PM

i dont know what im thinking larh. just started writing like that and let whatever i write keep flowing. and thus this piece of not very fantastic work. sigh. not really very good. but i guess hidden within got feelings as well. but just not exactly larh. sheesh. i dont know

<<了解>>
verse:
我用心了解你所有的忧伤
一心只想看见你快乐
但我不小心陷入情的框框
也很难逃出这柠檬般的酸

不知道你是否了解我的想法
一心只想在你身边的原则
但往往看见你为了他感到沮丧
很难掩饰这平凡中的荒唐

chorus:
没有看见的地平线
似乎把你带得好远
难怪一切的一切你没听见
也不怪你忽视我的感觉

在这之前也没有很了解
似乎苦中剩下的甜
难怪一切的一切你没看见
也不怪你心中只有他
我了解 我真的了解

bridge:
放任你的想法
在我脑中不断浮现
但感觉并没有那么干脆
那么容易理解

11:51 PM