this song, wrote for someone. someone whom is very important to me. someone whom made me unable to control my emotions - inability to feel angry or bushuang. someone who made me feel tired. someone who used to make me smile and feel better when i am down. suddenly cant really feel this someone already. cos am super afraid of losing, thus, i refuse to hold on. maybe, what held us together, was just the feeling of accompaniment, albeit uncomfortable.
<<不甘寂寞而已>>
像风筝随风摇曳着心中那份悲伤
所谓伪装着不愉快
为的是继续守护着你
像演说者努力掩饰心中那份不安
来博取的掌声鼓励
空虚 却在空气中蔓延 侵袭
其实你我不甘寂寞
只是习惯了陪伴而已
这段感情不敢握得太紧
害怕哪天你会离我而去
说穿了我们只是不甘寂寞的依赖着而已
11:16 PM